I HAV A SECRET TO TELL

I STILL WANT BEYONCE TO PERFORM IN MALAYSIA!!!
GODDAMN IVE BEEN WAITING FOR FARR TOO LONG JUS TO HAV HER CANCEL ON US!!
ITS NOT FAIR!!!!

I NEED MY BOO-BOO... :-{

NEVA ENDING

for the foremost time...
i jus dun feel like IT
neva realize dat im behaving like SHIT
scrutinizing evryone dats comes my path
do me downward thus i shall give u my WRATH

severe injury might include as supplement
n i would neva cure without my angel of flight
sitting on bench like a fool
hiding my own blood just to act cool..
NOT COOL AT ALL..

faker-ism isnt a myth..
ive done it soo many times..
cant get enuff of the 6th and 7th..
aper aku merepek daa...

nie laa yg jd kalo aku da xde bende nk bwat..
hahahaha..
mengarut kn??



kill!! kill!! die!! die!!

After A Lot Of Fortnites..

hello there.... been having lots of things 2 do for this semester...
so dere less time 4 twitter n friendster n blogs... huhu.. facebooks n myspace WAJIB dibukak setiap masa.. eheheheh....

after i done ALL my asgnmnt i will b more 'active' wit blogging k...

n BTW.....
I AM IN LOOOVVVEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
HAHAHAHAHA

ELLOW since fortnight!!

ii there....
quite a long time huh.. ive been gone leyy laa tahan sebulan rr gak...
coz aritu aku g kuching aku de prob ngan internet..
n bile aku da blik sini kazen aku lak bwk sim3 install lm laptop aku..
so utk seketika aku gile men sim3 n aku x heran pon nk bkak internet..
huhuhu...
so now my sim have all grown up n even some... dead.....
im on my obligated nature to update my blog...
huhu...
here is my story..
i juz found out dat my fren mother had passed away...
n i couldnt make it to her funeral coz i hav class dat day...
i felt so bad for her...
but the thng is... i already skipped my first class last week n i couldnt afford to lose another diz week.. it would make me a drop-out if i do... considering dis is short-sem...
everythng is shorten in any case...
even the classes schedule n all....
my condolences to fazlina n her family....
GOD BLESS HER.... what a strong willed woman she is...

talking bout god bless...
my friend miktan got married last week on da 6th june in temerloh pahang...
her marriage made me ralize dat im old enuff to get married... CREEPY... but true...
her husband is VERRRYYYYY intimidating i must say.... n miktan is sooo small n timid looking...
but somehow they made it through n now they are bethrone as life-pertner...
GOD BLESS HER......

p/s: m falling like no other... haih.. its soo easy to fall when u didnt see him dat very much... hadoiyai

ALL IS WELL!...

I juz realize dat my life would nuttin without my ol-frenz...
no wonder i've been having dis burden on my shoulders...
its becoz i left them hanging a year ago.. they never heard frm me again... until now!..
it all started on da 10th of february 2008...
it was da day dat i called ezham n he picked me up n help me get to unikop..
it was THE MOST pressure breakdown i have ever had!!
i have to say..., arm is da first one to c my meltdown.. n BOY! i think he wuz shocked.. kutt2 larr... huhu...
he couldnt say anythng aside frm 'r u ok' 'ilek r moon'.. thinkng bout it back makes me laugh... huhu...

i couldnt even speak properly... dats how messed up i wuz.. i spoke to arm as if i wuz a bad radio reception... u can imagine huh!....
n as i reach my ostel at unikop, my houzmate noticed sumthng wuz wrong wit me... Aween even asked me, 'moon, ko nmpk len rr lately..'
of course i wasnt in my rite mind.. n my attitude/behaviour CHANGED COMPLETELY.
i skipped classes, i slept all day, n if i wuz awake; i didnt knw wht 2 do in da houz...
my mind wuz set to NOT step a foot in dat putrajaya houz ever again..
m willing to b stranded thango back to dat houz... n eventually i didnt get to step my foot in dat houz.. coz they moved to SHAH ALAM... i didnt even bother to come n pack my own stuff in 'my' room... i even told my kazenz to throw all my stuff 4 i wont b needng any of it..
BUT they being so angelic n compromising, they packed all my stuff neway..

evr since february 10th, i DID NOT even look 4 one of my frenz in putrajaya... at that time i feel dat if i called them, i would b burdening them with my needy butt!!
n i dun like looking vulnerable in front of my frenz ya know...
besides, they're all bz wit their study n all... n here i am... hanging around from house 2 house (menumpang beb!) jumping jobs n find new people...
eventhough those new people i met r kind to me(aren, gina, boy, lala, k.wani, abg nusi, intan, usop,asyh, dewi, apek, mox, isz, wanna, e,fred, adam, k.sue).. there peeps dat pull bullshit all over me.. dat person(whom i shall remain nameless "K" its a half-breed genitals) is da most bitch of all bitches and i hav to say... "it" is very sneaky n 'thief-y'..
it will go around talking bout us all behind our backs n UGH! i hate dat tranvestite!it even tell its other friends dat i am its cousin!! like i said.. BULLSHIT!

da good people dat tok me in as their little sister..(awwwww...) brought me back to life.. a bit.. coz they have their own probs to handle. n im juz grateful dat they were da ones dat put da food inside my mouth while i was looking 4 a job... they r my family then.. they r my family FOREVER.. no matter what happens.. all the fighting n bad-mouthing.. dat will never compare to the way them guys took care of me..
without them.. id probably would have gone insane or psychopathic frm all the imagination of murder n blood..
they brought me down to da ground n they hook me there...
I LOVE U GUYS...

as fro my ptrajaya frenz... they r still in my mind... butthey know me as da person who would suck-it-up and go on with life... i must admit.., i was embarrassed to show myself to them...
becoz da moon then.., was screwed n disrupted..(DEAD more likely.)
da moon now... is more twisted i guess.., more predictable? or more complex??... i dunno dear geng... u judge my difference.. is it better?? or is it worse than ever..??? i think im gonna b back home to putrajaya.. slowly..., m not ready YET to face all of u guys... too scared i guess...

let me know what ya think kay.... chiao

dudes n dudettes!!

eyy..eyy...
here i am.... at home.... doin nuttin but expanding myself to my ultimate doom...
hakhakhakhak
JUZZ KIDDIN...
i jus thought of sumthng..
i ADORE angelina jolie...
she's an amazing gurl
n if im a dyke... i'd TOTALLY go 4 her...
have u watched her movie.. GIA / GIRL, INTERRUPTED
dem movies were sooo demented i fell in love wit it..
hoho...
juz got msging wit momoy las nite..
n she said dat we hav to g to temerloh diz june 6th at 6AM beb!!
coz me fren miktan is gonna get married..
can u imagine gettin married.. MY AGE!!!
i didnt even realized im actually old enuff 2 be a wife...
haha... but dat juz me i guess... huhu...
i juz havent found da right one yet...
only the wrong ones..
hakhakhak... well dats a fact!

2moro ill be goin to unisel to retrieve me matrix card from da secretariet..
got it confiscated during me finals 4 having my hair coloured...TWICE! haha.... dats nuttin to me... i can get confiscated and still can get it back a 100 times n i wont mind..
i juz luv my hair coloured ya know... huhu... WHATEVA......
chiao me zammy...

hai yah!!

ello2...
me first blog.. n i hav 2 say u guys can blame ell n eko for da blogging influence..
hahahaha...
juz kiddin galz...
urm wht to say....???
nuttin i guess.... jus starting n i'll b posting again if i hav sumthng to tell.. huhu...
bye 4 now